It has been 4 weeks since you passed.. It's hard to believe. There is an emptiness that I can't and don't want to fill. It's where you belong, but you're no longer here. I know you're with me spiritually, I feel you all the time. The physical presence of you though, I can never feel … Continue reading Mama
In my last post, I was very transparent about the depression relapse I was experiencing. I only want to be honest with my writing, otherwise, what's the point? I'm not writing a fiction novel. I'm giving the most raw version of myself in hopes to connect and help just one person. - When you isolate … Continue reading Identity theft is not a joke Jim.
I'm ready for the rain to stop and the sun to shine. Depression has taken over and there is nothing I can do, right now, that's going to change that. When someone asks "How ya been?" or "how's it goin?" I answer with "I'm feeling depressed." Most people don't expect you to respond truthfully, ya … Continue reading When it rains, it SH*T storms.. on me.
We will always love you, Robert Allen Looney. The most powerful podcast interview I’ve done yet. I’m so grateful and truly blessed to have so much support and the most amazing host that provides a platform, allowing me to reach even more people. It’s a goofy episode with a powerful message.Check it out 😉 Click … Continue reading Computer nerds may be your new God, but Brian Cox has always been mine.
Superstitious- a belief or practice resulting from ignorance, fear of the unknown, trust in magic or chance, or a false conception of causation. also - Morgan Marie Roberts During counseling this morning, I counted 7 times that I felt compelled to knock on this round, wooden side-table, placed next to the bright, orange couch I … Continue reading knock, knock. who’s there?
Imagine for a moment that you are in a treatment program. Let's say that you're placed in rehab for your addiction to iced honey buns, from the gas station, conveniently located next to your house. (My Actual Reality) One day, during your favorite group session, you're asked to step out by a woman you had … Continue reading Iced Honeybuns and High Heels
Yep, my first recorded podcast with no editing, no sound effects, no critiquing. Just us two, as we are, in that moment. as it should always be. 🙂 Be sure to checkout my interview with Matt Nappo on MINDDOGTV! Maybe check out his channel 😉 Maybe even subscribe? 😉 Matt Nappo https://www.youtube.com/user/shoeplax https://youtu.be/gU3M-wO3UYY
i'm sorry i shut you out sometimes i shut people out. and i often shut out the ones that matter most.. i ghosted my therapist last week.. straight up missed our morning session.. ignored her phone calls.. didn't return her voicemail.. didn't listen to her voicemail, honestly.. just put my phone away for now.. out … Continue reading i will call you back.
Yep, that’s me. With my tongue sticking out like a turtle head. Licking sauce from the corners of my mouth. Enjoying a slice of Papa John's pizza, without the feeling of guilt or thoughts of purging that, once delicious, slice of pizza later. This is what progress, with my eating disorder, looks like. Everyone's progression … Continue reading A Very Important Pizza Moment.
Also Period: (Noun) The periodic discharge of blood and mucosal tissue from the uterus, occurring approximately monthly from puberty to menopause in nonpregnant women and females of other primate species. I like to tell the men in my life that the lining of my uterus is literally falling out of my vagina right now, so … Continue reading My Period: (Noun) An excuse to be a bitch for a week.
It’s happening everywhere Everyday We test our bodies limits We push ourselves And push a little harder each time Forgetting loved ones who pushed too hard before But that doesn’t stop the pusher We push and keep pushing until We can’t push anymore And then we stop pushing Forever. If you or someone you know … Continue reading The pusher
Hello Hello! In case anyone was wondering... I managed to flush that entire brain dump of mine with ease thank you. So! I took major steps this week in my grief and anxiety counseling session. I feel like I went into the session as Morgan and came out as Whitney. Whitney is my "watch out … Continue reading Whitney
Hello! No, I haven't forgotten about you. I've been busy... I think? Am I the only one that feels like there's an imaginary laundry list of necessary "things" to get done before you can get to the actual list of "things" you wrote down in your planner yesterday? Do I really have so much to … Continue reading excuse me, may i use your restroom?
Hi friends! Just confirmed a guest spot on the podcast called Cold Turkey, in May! You can check his podcast out to get a general idea of what we will be discussing. When I speak about mental health, I try to be as transparent as possible without overstepping the boundaries of those I am speaking … Continue reading Alarm Clocks
Hi! Wow.. It's been quite some time, hasn't it? Yes, life for me has been hectic lately. I lost my uncle and a best friend in the same week of November. I held the hand of my lifelong best friend as we released balloons at her sons memorial. I’ve moved twice in 2020 already, but … Continue reading The Great Equalizer.
everloved.com/life-of/kelly-boling/ my mother passed away recently. This is a memorial site I created, that also serves as a donation platform, to help my family give her a beautiful send off ❤️